Ryu-Forte

And I don't mean it in the silly comical way. No, life for me lately has become just about as sucky as it possibly could right now. Here's, the kicker: It has almost nothing to do with schoolwork whatsoever. Sure, I'm struggling with a project or two, but those are going to be cleared up and done by the end of the long weekend.

No, this is something on a whole different kind of life sucks. I'm not going to talk about it here, that just wouldn't seem right to me. So instead, I'll ask that you send me a pm or note or text or call, if you're privy to that kind of information if you want. Just don't expect rainbow kind of news, cause it sure as hell isn't for me.

I'd also like to apologize to anyone who I've been unnaturally angry at, or if I've seemed bitchy and unjustly cruel in anything I've done or said. I'm just going through a really rough moment in my life, the kind where you just want to go to sleep until the world ends. Yes, I'm depressed, and before you ask, no, I'm not suicidal...never been that kind of person even in high school.

So yeah, if anyone wants, shoot me a line...might be nice to talk about stuff for a change.

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Yeah, I know that I missed the date by 41 minuets...I really meant to put this up earlier, but I was too busy trying to get my comic done before midnight. Which I also failed on. But hey, there it is.

Just wanted to wish everyone a happy 10/6, or Mad Hatter Day! Just a silly thing I thought I'd celebrate. It was fun times. Anyway, enjoy my crappy comic. First piece of artwork posted in over a year, W00t!

I've been putting it off for a really long time now, and I figured that if I didn't start it now, it might never get done. I've cleaned and tidied up my gallery somewhat, but I still need to actually go through and see if anything 'old' is really worth keeping around or not. I'd hate to delete something and find out that I don't actually have the hard copy somewhere. I've done that in the past and it kind of has me paranoid. So, for those who come to my page and find that I only have one page of deviations now, it's because everything else is in the folders on the side. Everything is still there, it's just been moved to make my account look somewhat presentable. Like I said, I will eventually clean it out for good, just not sure when I'll have the time to do such things.

I won't promise that I'll post anything soon, but know that I am still doing artwork even in the absence of new things. I don't think I've posted anything in over a year! It's almost mortifying. One of these days, one of these days. Maybe when the semester becomes less hectic and I have a little time to actually work on all the sketches I've been doing there will be something new up on my page. But until then, you'll just have to deal with the same old stuff.

Has it ever happened to you that when you need to be healthy the most, you get sick? Yeah, it never ceases to fail that whenever I have projects, or papers due and I really need to be at class, I get stupid sick. Never fails. Best part about it I've missed two three hour classes in two days. Both of them art classes, and both of them I've really needed to be there. Oh well, I suppose resting at home is better than being in class, not really paying attention and getting other people sick at the same time. Can you even catch a sinus infection from someone else? I know you can certainly catch a chest cold, or I suppose you could anyway. But yeah, that's what I've been doing since the beginning of my weekend: getting (unwanted) rest and drinking massive amounts of hot tea.

But moving on to other things...I'm not sure if I should be happy or displeased with my English prof this semester. Just in the first three weeks we were assigned to read Alice in Wonderland/Through the Looking Glass in order to write a paper...on Humpty Dumpty. Now, I grew up on the Disney version of Alice and never read the book until now. I kind of have to admit that I liked the books better than the animated movie. Because of this, I did a little digging and found two other movies that were live action and proceeded to watch those. I also believe that I like them over the animated movie, why I have no idea, maybe because the cast was much more entertaining and I recognized more people and voices. This being said, I've kind of sunk into an Alice mood and did something I haven't done in years; searcheth the web and devart. Found many a fanfiction and much art, even fell into a rabbit hole myself with all of the things I've found. Even after all the cool and awesome stuff I've found, my favorite character - from the books or movies I've found it doesn't matter - is the White Knight. That dude is so awesome and funny, all I have to do is think about his silly antics and start giggling. No Joke. I seriously need to keep my thoughts in check during lectures, I nearly cracked up once when trying to discretely read the original Through the Looking Glass White Knight chapter.

Yes, for those of you who know me, I'm a weird, odd sort of person...please don't abandon me for it.

Also, on a side note, I've started reading The Hobbit for that same English class. I must be in some kind of odd British mood lately, who knows.

Also I just recently got a livejournal! And it only took me forever and stuff. Hey! You get a link cause I don't know how to do that fancy url thing! XD -> swedishtaco.livejournal.com/